Bean Heffer Lyrics

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Hey, I said I was sorry
Now if you'll please excuse me I'll walk away
Because I can't stand the things that I trust too much
And I don't wanna put up a fuss
I've had my head rammed into the ground about a year

You tell me to be quiet when I say you talk too much
And if we keep on going our relationship will die
You kept on but you never really liked me that much
And now I say all this is causing me to die

Hey, I'll see you tomorrow
Now if you'll let me pass I'll release all my sorrow
You don't seem to care that much
You don't seem to care that I don't give a fuck
I know it's hard when you break up

I am here and I am there and I am wherever you think I am
I am long and I am gone
And I'm switched on like a machine
I am here and I am there and I am somewhere else
I am long and I am gone and I have never been seen

I am you and I am me and I am whoever I think I am
I am somebody strange coz that's how I wanna be
I am you and I am me and I am somebody nice
Hey you know what I'd rather be me

I am here and I am there and I am wherever I think I am
I am long and I am gone switched on like the machine
I am here and I am there and I am lost and I am found again
I am long gone and I can never be seen

I met a girl and I think I love her
But she lives so far away and I ain't never seen her face
It's kinda hard not to become attached when you're in love like me
It may be infatuation but it's love to me and I really wanna hold your hand

Depression is my eternal companion
Sarcasm is my own best friend
I wonder if she could see my face right now
I wonder if she wants to take their place coz that's the space that I can't fill

I met this girl and she said she loves me
I think about her night and day obsession to the eighth degree and I
I really wanna see her
Coz I can't stop thinking about her
But I never been within fifty feet
Or maybe I did but I didn't know

Dear father I think I love this girl but I never seen her face to face
I wanna make a plan to meet her at some time and in some place
I know I broke your rules and for that I appologize but I can't help
Falling in love but if you tell me that I can't you can go to hell

Once upon another time I was hers and she was mine
I still know her to this day
But everybody goes away
If I could make myself clear I'd ask for another year
Once I coulda known her more
Maybe once but never more

I loved to hang out with my friends
I loved to go out with my girlfriend
I still know them all to this day
But everybody goes away

Once I was a little shit
I'd speak my wrath and that was it
I still do it to this day
But all bad habbits go away
Once upon another time I'm pretty sure I lost my mind
When I try to get it back I never get things when I ask

Once upon another time living in a fucked up time
Segregation to this day so everybody goes away
Once upon another time
I still do and that's just fine
I used to know it all till today
But all my knowledge goes away

Went down today to find another place to hide
I asked my questions and I found out that you lied
Then I was shocked to find you still denied the truth
It's getting easier to say goodbye to you

You lost your innocence and there's victims in your face
You wanna haunt me now but it all comes back so find another place

I guess you missed the point when I said that we were through
The day I found myself and said goodbye to you
You took the trust I gave and used it all for bad
It's getting far too late, you're the worst I ever had

You wanna scream at me
I wanna die
You wanna do it for me
You've lost your mind so find another place

You're beautiful and I love your personality
You seem to think I'm pretty cool
I think of you
So I'll keep you in my pocket
And I'll take you out when I need love
You'll be with me all the time and I will be with you

Punk rock girl I hope you get my message
So please write back a.s.a.p.
Punk rock girl I am a loser at best
But you're my punk rock girl and you belong to me

If I only had half of a brain
I think I would still love you
But then again I can't think coz I don't have half of a brain
You make me happy when I'm sad
You keep me angry when I'm mad
But that's okay with me coz I like to complain and I'm insane

There is no way I find a way to get by
I'll say I'm truthful but that's probably a lie
I got bat habbits but I only wonder why
Don't deserve a life but I don't deserve to die

No one likes my attitude but that's just how I am
Say you don't like me and I'll fuck you up again
You're not my enemy but you are definately not my friend
You got no right to ask or question where I been

I don't feel like I'm awake but this is not my bed
I got a shitload of those questions in my head
I enjoy living but I'd much rather be dead
I'll lock myself in there and put a bullet in my head

Ever since we broke it off
You're mouthing off that's quite enough for me
It seems when we first met you've changed since then
And I don't get it
Seems like only yesterday we were in love
But now all of our loving words seem so absurd
And have I learned from my mistakes?

"So what? It happens all the time" you say
But I'm not about to let you slip away
You say we'll never get along but that can be arranged
The point I'm here to prove is you have changed

Ever since I seen your face it's since erased
So find your place inside the lonliness and fear
When you were here I felt so queer
And I am feeling some regrets
But I'll forget what you have let break through the emptiness inside
One time I lied to get my ride back home

"I do it all the time" I'll say
But you will never let me break away
"Over my dead body" and now that can be arranged
The question I must ask is "have I changed?"

I went into town today and I saw you eyeing me from across the way
It was more than I'd like to take so I go to town

There's always a song in my head
I wish that you wish you were dead
I think of all the things you said
So I go to town
Yeah I break down
Look in my eyes - I can't socialize

I know that you don't want me in
I know you think my lie's a sin
You question where I been and you think you're better
So I go to town

Quick check your side your blindspot
No one to protect you
We lost another one
Missed all your chances you get cut off and pissed off
It's only just begun

It's like learning yeah and burning
Yeah and knowing could be everything but who cares

Don't let them trick you and get them mad at you
Oh no but it's too late
Take life a bit too fast and now you're gonna crash
You'll get caught if you wait

I sleep thru the winter
In summer I wake up
It seems I'm always searching
For something I gave up

Everyone wants me to be more like them
Everyone wants me to be a machine
Everyone thinks that I am a loser
Everyone thinks that I am obscene

I think you're bad for me
I'm running away
I won't look to you
To find something to say

I went to the capital
To see what was up
Democrats were whining
Republicans gave up

How would you answer me if I said I was no longer your best friend?
Would you react okay if I suddenly had no more time to spend
And if I ran away would you even question why?
Or would you just turn your back and continue with your life?

Sometimes I feel like the world turns its back on me
Dethrone winners and crown the loser in me
Coz they're the best at what they do
We kill the lonliness that you see

What would you say if I said I was no longer your boyfriend?
Or would you mourn any loss if suddenly I was gone again?
And if I kill myself would you bow your head and cry?
So kill lonliness we don't need it
Just another reason to die

Life is merely complications
We live around it coz death is happiness
But happiness is not reality
Just another false emotion we hide inside to have a break from life

Would you abandon me if I told you that I don't believe anymore?
Or would I still be your perfect son like being who I was before?
Or would you just say I'm on drugs?
I am a violent little child
I take comfort in my misery knowing I can trust something to remain